to be motivated through out. the whole idea itself is something daunting to do.
admit it, one always be motivated, hyped, pumped, in it, whatever you want to call it, in the beginning stages only. you have your goals, your aim, your target. everything is there. in the middle of it all, just falters down as time wears one out. it is the same routine over and over again is what exactly makes one feels demotivated and bored.
well, basically, i am kinda demotivated for two things now, fitness and also my studies (obviously). the whole idea of doing the same thing over and over again with very little effect is so damn tedious. i mean, face it, especially during my workouts, i can only see very little visible effect. my stomach is still flabby. nothing almost changes and that sucks.
for my studies, sometimes i do feel so damn tired of all of this. i want to play games, watch movies, not sitting under constant pressure all the time. not being able to procastinate whenever i wanted. not being feel like there is one chain tying my freedom. that is stress my dear readers. i am totally stressed out with it.
but, in the end, i know what i want. i know how i am going to get it. i know why i want it. i want a shaped body cause i want to prove to myself that i will never ever stay flabby all the time. i can get atleast a lean stomach. i want to get good grades cause i know the benefits of it in the future. the current cgpa is totally not enough to land me a decent job. i need to do more as i want to get a salary.
i have my targets and at times, i feel that it is unreachable but i want it and i never feel that i want it badly. hope that i can lasts that for a while. two more days. two more days to 10 care free months from assignments, tests and final exams. i must make an impact in these two days.
to all of those who have finished their exams, this might be a time to get me a merchandise or whatever cause probably, i wont be seeing you guys ever again!
with that, see you guys later~
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