80th post

hello.

i didnt guess that i would come to this elusive 80th post..

this post which would bring in history in my life..

the past weekend, i have been indulging myself with durian..

haha.. morning, afternoon, evening, night.. all filled with it..

now, it felt like my blood pressure has rise! omg!

haha..

i must exercise before i go to OBS..

huge change in my life is a must..

i need to change my lifestyle in order to survive the gruelling OBS..

ckp cm OBS tu ape je kn.. haha..

k la..

dats all i want to share.. my life is now durian 24/7..

:D

embarrassment

hello..

u noe, sometimes in ur life, there is something that we did that humiliates us..

sengaja or x sengaja..

it has happened rite..

this are some of those moments captured of me that i feel embarrassed about it until now..

no this is not this..

it is something mesmerizing..

okay, moment of truth.. i really cant stand seeing this...

i dont know what have possessed me to do this..

argh.... cannot see this..

these are the moments that i dont want to recall..

we are doing some performance that depicts "childhood"..

well, its an overstatement.. its more like a retard to me.. :P

there are other embarrassing moments like not knowing how to perform addition at 19 years old as a judge in a debate competition in front of other judges..

and sorts..

thats all for today..

bye~

no title.. sory

hello again..

well, i m somehow shocked..

with myself..

how can i do something..

to myself..

why cant i controlled it

well, its emotions.. but i do know that sometimes emotions can get mixed..

sorry then.. i jz cant help myself..

i m jz saying wt i wanted to say..

n sory..

Again

hello..

again..

this is the second time that i would want to ramble around in this world of mine..

today, it is a beautiful day.. (sighs.. nothing to write on again..)

well.. its not that bad aite..

its a boring, predictable day.. although i have managed to find games that i have long not played..

to think of it.. i have been playing computer games rigorously ever since i was a kid...

that is around when i was in standard 3 (9 years old)..

and my journey never stops..

i m kinda shocked to find out that the time that i got my first computer addiction is around 10 or 11 years old..

n now, i m 20 years old!!

wtf... during that age, most kids would go out and play football or anything.. but not me..

jz sitting in front of computer and start doing something that someone at my age is not particularly interested in..

well, i m the only one.. but atleast i m in the few..

two games, mechwarrior and starcraft.. and not to forget, the ever lasting warcraft..

fyi, i have finished warcraft 1 and 2.. long before DOTA was made available..

then i have finished starcraft 1 and 2 including starcraft 2 broodwar..

mechwarrior launched its 4th edition in 2002 and i have played in previous editions before..

also, not forgetting the epic diablo 2... although i missed the first one, but the second edition is far better..

my games are a bit too 'old' for many peoples, but i still like it.. no matter what..

i have my brothers to thank me for that.. there is where i trained my brain to be a little spontanious.. (wt ever not lah)

also, i believe it lead me to my english mastery.. although i m not at par with the best of my age but i got the hang of it ever since i was in primary school..

and the best part is that i learned english through games and music!!

haha..

thats all for tonite.

enough of this ramblings..

pictures as usuals..

those two are graduating.. it is a sad2 thing..

June 2010

hello..

its already June~

i m shocked to notice that my last post was in April 2010..

its half of the year already...

plus, i m now, officially 20 YEARS OLd~~ (clap2)

u noe, in my life, there are several things that has been parallel with it...

1. for the past 15 years, i have been studying! (kindergarden start)

2. for the past 8 years, i have been debating!!!! wth!

3. for the past 9 years, i m addicted to music!!

4. for the past 13 years, i m always reluctant to change my clothing style!! (this is bad)

noe wt, i guess those 3 things are the most things that i do.. i study, i listen to music and in my past time (if any) i debate.. what a nerd i am..

after all of those years trying, then now only i really feel that i need to do those things..

studying for example, now only i want to really study.. after 15 years dwelling with it..

i have developed a hope for debating... after a long lost of hope in which i almost gave up!!

music is always been there..

u noe, its boring when one talks about these things, but thats all i noe wat to share with the whole world.

i cannot share anything much.. i m not a good story teller, or an enjoyable partner that much...

here are some pictures.. down the memory lane..

well.. there are more pictures.. but i m not in da mood to post them all..

anyway, its good to be rumbling back in this page.. till next time.. :D