Hello,
I am, as always, still awake. not that i cant sleep, i dont want to sleep yet. the reason? cause i got one more test to take tomorrow. and after the test, thats the end of my lectures in this semester.
now, let us see. we got writer's block, rocker's block, mental block. all of those blockades, are in me right now. my mind just slip away like that. u know the song, pixies - where is my mind. that song described exactly what i am feeling.
cause of those blocks, i cant seem to focus on my studies. its like secondary school all over again. haha.. lack of focus leads to lack of marks, eventually turns out to bad results. no, i am not going into that path again!
btw, people, lately, i have always dreamt of going back in the past. reminiscing each big steps that i took and realize how different my life would be if i took the other path. and how regretful i am to took those steps. maybe, just maybe, those are the things that haunt me right now. i feel insecure and small. i feel like i am a failure of my past!
lol. dont read it with such a sad manner. those past, are what make me who i am today. am i successful? not yet! i will be. one day. and one of the first steps is to start focusing on my test tomorrow. cause every 1% of my success, will lead to a long way.
stop thinking of my past and start focusing on the future.
Thursday, December 29
Monday, December 19
Its never too late
Hello.
its been a while, i know. please dont judge me. i am just a normal human being that does not prioritize blogging in my life cause i have other things else. well, they always say that.
nonetheless, this is the ending of the new semester. remember my last posts about finishing internship? well, this one, is the end of the semester after the internship.
its torrid, fast-paced, no rest, pressured and god willing successful semester. this is the first taste of level 5 room in a trimester system with debate and all other assignments clump together and thank god that i am still alive. barely though.
this is not the first time i have stayed till 3 am. its more of the norm now for me. doing stuffs till late night, waking up next day for lecture and ended up sleeping late again the next night. i wish that i have all the strength to repel all those urges to play games, waste time and even blogging.
but as a human being with an IQ not close to brilliant, i humbly struggle to end this semester. its just the beginning though. more to come and it keeps getting tougher too.
most of the time, i dreamt of my internship places, where there are all so many friends to cheer you up when you needed. and oh, i just missed a wedding of theirs recently. i am sorry. will get you something when i start working quz. T_T
well, that is how my life has changed. that is how my life has currently evolved into. the mixture of student/employee/child/teenager/adult. so far, i am still happy to be me. :)
regards.
its been a while, i know. please dont judge me. i am just a normal human being that does not prioritize blogging in my life cause i have other things else. well, they always say that.
nonetheless, this is the ending of the new semester. remember my last posts about finishing internship? well, this one, is the end of the semester after the internship.
its torrid, fast-paced, no rest, pressured and god willing successful semester. this is the first taste of level 5 room in a trimester system with debate and all other assignments clump together and thank god that i am still alive. barely though.
this is not the first time i have stayed till 3 am. its more of the norm now for me. doing stuffs till late night, waking up next day for lecture and ended up sleeping late again the next night. i wish that i have all the strength to repel all those urges to play games, waste time and even blogging.
but as a human being with an IQ not close to brilliant, i humbly struggle to end this semester. its just the beginning though. more to come and it keeps getting tougher too.
most of the time, i dreamt of my internship places, where there are all so many friends to cheer you up when you needed. and oh, i just missed a wedding of theirs recently. i am sorry. will get you something when i start working quz. T_T
well, that is how my life has changed. that is how my life has currently evolved into. the mixture of student/employee/child/teenager/adult. so far, i am still happy to be me. :)
regards.
Thursday, July 28
8 months full of changes
greetings all.
due to the lack of time and the awesome lazyness syndrome that i have, the blog has been stalled. however, to make people happy, i have decided to post something again.
as the readers might know, i am currently undergoing my internship program at SC. during those months, much have i gained and lose none. it is worthwhile of my time and my sacrifises of enduring the hour long traffic jam and the cut in pay.
SC has taught me a lot. things that i have been wanting to know... such are the etiquette of a respectable person, the joy of working life, the joy of having so many friends together with us. i would cherish those joys for forever in my life.
besides SC, i have became a coach to my school. a debating coach. in which there, i have found some of the brightest talents that would one day become someone huge in the future. i have re-ignite the passion for debate. i have make myself more serious in debate like never before. i wish that i am the same age as them as i would want to grow together with them throught thick and thin.
in the end, with SC, i have gained a stepping stone for my life.. with debate, i have gained a new found passion that i can also too succeed in the debating scene.
no pictures for now. didnt have the change to grab it. however, i will posts more pictures in the future. for now, its back to the reporting mode. i would be glad if i can finish this report within this week!
p/s: good luck to the malaysian football team! all the best!
due to the lack of time and the awesome lazyness syndrome that i have, the blog has been stalled. however, to make people happy, i have decided to post something again.
as the readers might know, i am currently undergoing my internship program at SC. during those months, much have i gained and lose none. it is worthwhile of my time and my sacrifises of enduring the hour long traffic jam and the cut in pay.
SC has taught me a lot. things that i have been wanting to know... such are the etiquette of a respectable person, the joy of working life, the joy of having so many friends together with us. i would cherish those joys for forever in my life.
besides SC, i have became a coach to my school. a debating coach. in which there, i have found some of the brightest talents that would one day become someone huge in the future. i have re-ignite the passion for debate. i have make myself more serious in debate like never before. i wish that i am the same age as them as i would want to grow together with them throught thick and thin.
in the end, with SC, i have gained a stepping stone for my life.. with debate, i have gained a new found passion that i can also too succeed in the debating scene.
no pictures for now. didnt have the change to grab it. however, i will posts more pictures in the future. for now, its back to the reporting mode. i would be glad if i can finish this report within this week!
p/s: good luck to the malaysian football team! all the best!
Thursday, January 13
THE STAR 13 January 2011
Pembinaan BLT plans RM10b sukuk (B1, StarBiz)
Pembinaan BLT Sdn Bhd, an entity under the Ministry of Finance Inc, is raising RM10bil worth of sukuk in order to fund the construction of police quarters and facilities under the “build, lease and transfer” (BLT) model. The BLT model, a form of private finance initiative under the broad umbrella of public-private partnerships, has been used before to fund infrastructure projects in Malaysia.
Getting a head of risk on board (B7, StarBiz)
Appointing a dedicated head of risk to serve the board of an insurer is becoming an increasingly common global practice aimed at providing assurance to the board on the quality of risk management within the firm. This would allow for an independent assessment of a company’s risk exposure without pandering to profit and loss targets, said head of local insurers.
EU weighs aid for Portugal (B8, StarBiz)
European governments are considering aid for Portugal, debt buybacks, lower interest rates on rescue loans and guarantees against excessive debt as part of a package to quell the financial crisis, according to two people with direct knowledge of the talks. The plan, which may include a loan to Portugal of about 60 billion euros (US$78bil) and purchases of outstanding Greek debt, would mark an attempt to contain a crisis that has frustrated unprecedented efforts by policy-makers to calm markets and raised questions about the health of the 17-nation euro economy.
SC In the News (THE STAR)
Zarinah: Bigger companies’ CR reporting quality has improved (B4, StarBiz)
The standard and quality of corporate responsibility (CR) reporting by the larger listed companies have improved, according to Securities Commission Chairman Tan Sri Zarinah Anwar. Zarinah, who is also chief judge of the StarBiz-ICR Malaysia Corporate Responsibility Award 2010, said CR reporting had come a long way since the CR awards was introduced in 2008 for listed companies on Bursa Malaysia.
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