salutations!
as i woke up this morning, a text disturbs my feelings.
salam, semoga korg semua dapat maafkan aku ye. aku nk bertolak ke Makkah esok utk tunaikan Umrah. doakan aku selamat balik taw. the message reads. briefly.
it made me stop and stare.
how times flies so fast.
and all those memories of a teen comes gushing.
owh, i just miss them.
wish to stay like that for forever.
never grow up and leave the place.
the place that has mould me into this.
hope that you will be fine friend.
your small body is not a reminiscence of your big heart.
hope to meet you again, sooner or later.
two posts in 20 minutes.
heh. what a feat.
Tuesday, April 28
stargazing
salutations!
for the first time, my father text me. although he is not good at using phones, he still made the effort to make sure to show that he cared for his son...
his son that has made him feel bad before departing and leave a bad last impression...
when i am going to be home? how i am doing? he asks.
not in the near future. quite busy now with the debate and studies and all. i replied.
ok. whatever it is, do your best! ayah skrg dlm train nk ke putrajaya. salam and goodnight goodboy! he replied.
somehow, i am touched.
touched by the fact that i am an ignorant.
touched by his actions.
as i have never expect it to be.
as my last actions, words and remarks to him is not a good one.
before i leave, i even made him upset.
and yet he forgives me just like that.
i am really touched.
now, as i wonder upon the sky tonight, i hope that he arrives home safe and sound.
i always have you on my mind ayah...
touching skit ye mlm ni...
for the first time, my father text me. although he is not good at using phones, he still made the effort to make sure to show that he cared for his son...
his son that has made him feel bad before departing and leave a bad last impression...
when i am going to be home? how i am doing? he asks.
not in the near future. quite busy now with the debate and studies and all. i replied.
ok. whatever it is, do your best! ayah skrg dlm train nk ke putrajaya. salam and goodnight goodboy! he replied.
somehow, i am touched.
touched by the fact that i am an ignorant.
touched by his actions.
as i have never expect it to be.
as my last actions, words and remarks to him is not a good one.
before i leave, i even made him upset.
and yet he forgives me just like that.
i am really touched.
now, as i wonder upon the sky tonight, i hope that he arrives home safe and sound.
i always have you on my mind ayah...
touching skit ye mlm ni...
Friday, April 24
denial
salutations!
humans are always denying!
denying the most clear and present fact that one know!
without the most common reason of all!
denial is dangerously sinful!
and dangerously unintended!
most people do not know that they are denying something!
i do mean most people!
it includes me too!
why do humans do what they want to do and end up regretting!
why do such things happen!
it really gives a headache!
ok! i talk as if all of you are doing something wrong!
but it is me!
damn!
the only resolution i can have!
is to pray to God!
ask for HIS guidance and show me a way out!
like HE always did!
bear with me God!
humans are always denying!
denying the most clear and present fact that one know!
without the most common reason of all!
denial is dangerously sinful!
and dangerously unintended!
most people do not know that they are denying something!
i do mean most people!
it includes me too!
why do humans do what they want to do and end up regretting!
why do such things happen!
it really gives a headache!
ok! i talk as if all of you are doing something wrong!
but it is me!
damn!
the only resolution i can have!
is to pray to God!
ask for HIS guidance and show me a way out!
like HE always did!
bear with me God!
Tuesday, April 21
adeh!
pada suatu malam!
ade member bertiga ni ngah melepak!
kt tmpt gelap!
ngah wt sesuatu yg rahsia!
then, pak guard ni, wt corner baring kt satu selekoh ni!
dkt ngn tmpt bdk bertiga ni melepak!
sorg member ni da menjerit " LARI LA WOI!!"
sorg member da hilang cm pelesit!
da la bdn dy pun kecik cm pelesit!
tggl la kawan berdua je di belakang!
tiba2!
gedebuk!
member sorg ni jatuh longkang!
gila dlm puny longkang!
nmpk kpale dy je kt luar!
then dy bgn ngn macho!
meneruskn pelarian!
smpai d tempat selamat,member yg jatuh tu trus bkak hp!
main game snake!
wt2 xsakit a konon!
lg member berdua ni!
da bedekah2 gelak kt dy!
kaki member yg jatuh longkang ni td, truk!
muka tahan sakit je!
tp yg bestnye!
pak guard tu x kejar pun member bertiga ni!
lol! rofl!
amik iktibar ye sume org!
kalau lari tu, pandang la bawah!
nite~
ade member bertiga ni ngah melepak!
kt tmpt gelap!
ngah wt sesuatu yg rahsia!
then, pak guard ni, wt corner baring kt satu selekoh ni!
dkt ngn tmpt bdk bertiga ni melepak!
sorg member ni da menjerit " LARI LA WOI!!"
sorg member da hilang cm pelesit!
da la bdn dy pun kecik cm pelesit!
tggl la kawan berdua je di belakang!
tiba2!
gedebuk!
member sorg ni jatuh longkang!
gila dlm puny longkang!
nmpk kpale dy je kt luar!
then dy bgn ngn macho!
meneruskn pelarian!
smpai d tempat selamat,member yg jatuh tu trus bkak hp!
main game snake!
wt2 xsakit a konon!
lg member berdua ni!
da bedekah2 gelak kt dy!
kaki member yg jatuh longkang ni td, truk!
muka tahan sakit je!
tp yg bestnye!
pak guard tu x kejar pun member bertiga ni!
lol! rofl!
amik iktibar ye sume org!
kalau lari tu, pandang la bawah!
nite~
Monday, April 20
if i were a boy
what the hell is wrong here!
suddenly, there is a gush of workload that come streaming down!
what the hell is wrong here!
takes my precious time away while still cannot see the end result of it all!
what the hell is wrong here!
i should have complete it slow and steady but time is constraining me!
wish that i could have be that boy!
that boy that never cares about works and tasks and frets and struts!
that boy that are always enduring such a carefree daily life!
that would never come though!
impossible and inevitable!
that's quite a relief!
gonna strain my eyes again in front of the screen!!
please god let this enduring be a benefit!
suddenly, there is a gush of workload that come streaming down!
what the hell is wrong here!
takes my precious time away while still cannot see the end result of it all!
what the hell is wrong here!
i should have complete it slow and steady but time is constraining me!
wish that i could have be that boy!
that boy that never cares about works and tasks and frets and struts!
that boy that are always enduring such a carefree daily life!
that would never come though!
impossible and inevitable!
that's quite a relief!
gonna strain my eyes again in front of the screen!!
please god let this enduring be a benefit!
annoyed
hi hello welcome!
what a weekend this has been!
with the by-elections just ravishing everything!
its bullshit those by-elections are!
stop playing and fooling those who support the political party!
just do your job as a representative for the people!
its the worst global economic downturn for god sake!
and the worst part of it is yet to come!
just forget the elections!
quit playing with the voters!
do your job and cure this economic condition!
its for the sake of the people!
i am annoyed! that's what i am!
(sighs)
nak mandi dulu!
bye!
what a weekend this has been!
with the by-elections just ravishing everything!
its bullshit those by-elections are!
stop playing and fooling those who support the political party!
just do your job as a representative for the people!
its the worst global economic downturn for god sake!
and the worst part of it is yet to come!
just forget the elections!
quit playing with the voters!
do your job and cure this economic condition!
its for the sake of the people!
i am annoyed! that's what i am!
(sighs)
nak mandi dulu!
bye!
Sunday, April 19
hi hello welcome
assalamualaikum, good morning to all.
the first post of this blog! the first ever post for me!
all the sanity in this world has made me write these words!
never doubting the existence of readers of this blog!
always hoping for those who would really appreciate!
altering alterations: changing the change!
humans are always changing (it implies to me, i dunno bout all of you)!
to alter something for a greater good and perhaps for the whole mankind!
be warn that after this post, there might be explicit content that might come up!
always ready for an improvement!
that it for the first post!
need to think a lot for the second one! (sighs)
thank you!
the first post of this blog! the first ever post for me!
all the sanity in this world has made me write these words!
never doubting the existence of readers of this blog!
always hoping for those who would really appreciate!
altering alterations: changing the change!
humans are always changing (it implies to me, i dunno bout all of you)!
to alter something for a greater good and perhaps for the whole mankind!
be warn that after this post, there might be explicit content that might come up!
always ready for an improvement!
that it for the first post!
need to think a lot for the second one! (sighs)
thank you!
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