Monday, May 25

Tagged [ by ash ]

1. Please upload pictures of your favourite foods (donuts,noodles,ice-creams,dishes & etc):




sdap x?? cm v5 punya je kn... T_T


sinfully seductive!



2. Why do you like to eat it so much?

silly question ma.. sbb dy sdap lor.. xsdap xmkn.. hehe.. :D


3. Who tagged you with this tag? Describe briefly about him/her.

ash - peminat kucing yg kini menjadi peminat mengetag org.. :D

4. Can you cook? (YES or NO)

absolutely.. pnh wt several dishes that has been given the thumbs up by the greatest chef (my mother) :D hebat x?? hebat kn!!! ^_^


5. If you answered YES to question 4, give a name of one of your friends whom you wanted to cook for, state what do you want to cook for him/her and why do you want to cook for him/her. If you answered NO to question 4, give a name of one of your friends whom you wanted to treat to a lunch or a dinner, state what food do you want to treat him/her and why do you want to treat him/her.

my mother and family and she who will not be named.. :D
nk masak masakan western utk diorg! if possible spagetti la.. why? because i love western foods and they like spagetti! da lame xmkn spagetti masak sendiri.. asyik mkn yg v5 punya je.. T_T

6. Tag another 8 bloggers and state the reason why do you want to tag them:
  1. eddy - dy ngah berpanas2 di perlis skg ni.. gambatte eh!
  2. peklah! - da lame da x tag bdk ni! gud luck co!
  3. fazril!!!!!!! - u noe why.. favourite topic?? :P
  4. syazi - hehehe... kne bahan la ko wt bnde ni nant... sory~ :P
  5. syahmi - da xsabar2 nk balek da ye!! hehe..
  6. awien - xpenah tag pun dy ni... hehe.. teringin jgk..
  7. ayie - nk tgk ape reaksi dy!! ^_^
  8. last but not least... lilik! cm best jer.. huhuuu..
rumate sdg study sambil membuka notes CO!! wah... T_T

Sunday, May 24

Tagged [ by aman ]


1- Copy Award Diatas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda.

2- Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini.
  1. ni lah rumate aku~
  2. minat jepun gegiler.. tp aku gk yg g sne dlu.. :P
  3. tiap2 hari, mesti dgr lagu jepun yg ade kt page dy tuh.. aku pun kene la tumpang dgr @_@
  4. baru je wt blog dy nih... :D
  5. kalau mak dy masak, mmg sdap kow2 punya.. xtipu!!!!
3- Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri.
  1. hurmmm.. aku sgt suka n sayang kpd desktop aku.. fakta nih!!!
  2. da ade desktop, ape lg.. men game la!!
  3. bercita-cita nk jd biotechnologist.. tp rezeki di negeri org... T_T
  4. ye. mmg ayah saya pegawai daerah.. haa... daerah ape? itu yg kite xtw.. (apakah???)
  5. dulu, penah kne ketuat kt tgn!! ibu jari kiri! fuiyooooo...
  6. haaa... xpenah lg jumpe ngn skulmate tym skola rendah dlu since msuk utp... mne korg ek??
  7. sorg yg punyai berat 23 kg dan setinggi 200 cm! xcaye, meh ukur sndiri!! :P
  8. xminat dlm politik but curious to see how things will developed....
  9. ade sorg member yg bernama fazril yg bwu je dpt ps3!! jeles siot!!!
  10. haaa... last pun.. byk ni....
4- Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka

since ade bberape yg da kne tagged ngn aman, therefore, i opted to tagged sumone else...
  1. fazril - pemilik ps3 yg berbangga!
  2. muiz - gud luck exam!! opss.. description kah ini??
  3. atiqah zayadi - skulmate.. da 2 kali da tagged dy.. xwt2 jgk.. huuu T_T
  4. ainul - KS bahagian islamic?? curious jp di situ... :D
  5. ash - kipas susah mati kucing dan ikan keli goreng.. ^_^
  6. atul - HOD merangkap 'sedara' aku.. :P
  7. pok su - gud luck exam jgk! study econs elok2!!
  8. rahman kelantan - pilih la landasan yg paling bermanfaat!! bkn landasan keretapi! lol..
  9. anep - nk bg ade post skit blog dy nih!! karang kne msuk dlm kategori bersawang... ngeh2..
  10. puet - pelakon yg berjaya melakonkan watak di dunia ni... :)
rumate ku da tdo.. T_T

Saturday, May 23

fuck

please forgive the authors unpleasant and vulgar words. he is just trying too hard to escape boredom and instead of doing anything good, he chooses to do this. well, what else can you expect from a 18 year old?

perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language today is the word fuck.
out of all the english words that begin with the letter f, fuck is the only word that is referred to as the f-word. its the one magical word.

just by it sound, it can describe pain, pleasure, hate and love.

fuck as most words in the english language is derived from german; the word freiken which means to strike. in english, fuck falls into many grammatical category.

as a transitive verb : john fuck shirley.

as an intransitive verb : shirley fucks.

its meaning not as always sexual. it can be used as an adjective : john's doing all the fucking work.

as part of an adverb : shirley talks too fucking much.

as an adverb enhancing an adjective : shirley is fucking beautiful.

as a noun : i dont give a fuck.

as part of a word : abso-fucking-lutely or in-fucking-credible.

and as almost every word in a sentence : fuck the fucking fuckers.

as you must realise there arent too many words with the versatility of fuck. as in these examples discribing situations such as dismay : ahh fuck it.

trouble : i guess i am really fucked now.

agression : dont fuck with me buddy!

difficulty : i dont understand this fucking question.

incompetence : he is a fuck off!

i am sure you can think many more examples. with all of these multipurpose applications, how can anyone be offended when you used the word. we say, use this unique flexible word more often in your daily speech. it will identifiy the quality of your character immidiately.

say it. out and loud!

end of lesson.

undone

salutations..

one surprising night, mr paroy surprisingly tried to watch some movies to relieve his super boredom staying in the super unexciting room, surprisingly alone.

while mr paroy is browsing through his super folders of movies, mr paroy had a surprise to find out about a film which mr paroy has downloaded and never had the intention to see it in the near future.

then mr paroy watched the movie(s) without hesitation. in the end, mr paroy ended up writing for a blog which has only one post that exceeds 5 comments. but mr paroy keeps on writing because mr paroy just want to have something to do as it is already 6.30 am and mr paroy puts priority on not sleeping after his subuh prayer.

mr paroy has quite a surprise when one of mr paroy's colleague has not kindly asked mr paroy to put her name in the link list. mr paroy apologises for that as mr paroy is just another human with lots of mistakes done and will be doing and will do.

mr paroy has decided on stopping all the thing that he has been doing right now and start to listen to his soggy eyes as they screamed for help; to be closed and done for the day.

mr paroy just so bored that he wrote this post. poor mr paroy. hope he is safe unlike mr moqa. :P

Friday, May 22

what goes around comes around

salutations!

for the sake of secrecy, the names have been changed to suite the event. this event however is true right to the bones.

on one mysterious night. mr moqa mysterously wondered to one mysterious badminton court. mr moqa, without any reason played badminton with several of his friends.

mr moqa also seem to be puzzled where are most of them. then, mr peklah has explained to mr moqa about the well about of their friends. with the help of mr syazi, mr lah has been able to make mr moqa absolutely understand about the whereabouts of their friends.

then, without hesitation, which is a mysteriously event for mr moqa as he always need to have a reason to do something, mr moqa played badminton with MR syahmi and bro haji without excluding mr gowe and mr midi. not forgetting mr syazi who supplies almost all the racquets.

after the event of playing badminton, mr peklah mysteriously wondered off. mr lah said that he needs to have a drink. however, after a while (not exceeding one minute), mr lah has been found mysteriously lost by mr moqa and bro haji. thus begins the journey of a life time for both persona as they mysteriously trying to figure out the location of the mysterious mr lah.

alas, mr lah has been found grouping together with the rest of them. therefore, bro haji has made the mysterious leap of faith through the bushes. confidently, mr moqa has tried to reincarnate bro haji by making the same mysterious leap.

suddenly, bro haji looks perplexed and stunned. mr lah cries out from the distance. mr moqa sees the stars and feel silent bestowed upon him.

without hesitation, mr lah quickly come over and help mr moqa. mr moqa is rooted with his back to the ground. suddenly, mr moqa mysteriously remembers something that has happen to one of mr moqa's friend previously.

what happen is just the same. the first person makes the successful jump, mysteriously the second person failed miserably even though the first person has given the clues on how to make the mysterious jump.

perhaps this is what can be said as what goes around comes around. before, mr moqa watched his friend made the same thing and now he is in the thing.

the thing is, mr moqa and his friend has jatuh longkang yang sgt dalam dan bangun ngn machonye sambil wt xde pape berlaku sedangkan tgh sakit melampau. wakaka. irony isnt it.

tribute to mr moqa's friend : mr ayie! :D

p/s: mr moqa is currently licking his wounds (medicating, i mean)... yes, the names have been altered okay!

Friday, May 15

ultimatum

salutations.

as i wake up this morning... feeling bad about things that might happen in the next few days which i have been pondering for the last 4 days.... nothing beats the incompetency that i've felt....

it is ironic to realize that there is actually light at the end of the tunnel... but yet, i still fell inconfident about myself... why do i choose to close my eyes towards the light? why do i choose to run away from the light while clearly i can see that if i make a move to the light, there is nothing to lose...

why do i feel the need to get away from it? why do i relentlessly reject the fact that there is light at the end of it all?

i must change! must make the move to it! God has shown me the light and the tunnel and the pathway.. it is for me to run to it or to ignore it and make myself into oblivion... work for it as there is time on my side... run for it as i will never regret that i made it at the end of the tunnel...

thank you! thank you for those who know my inner desire to walk away from it and persuade me to keep on going to the light... it is comfortable enough to hear such words and feel the care...]

i promise this to myself, i will work to the light! i will not let you down as you wont let me down!
lets meet at the end of the tunnel where there is light and exuberence all over us...
what goes around comes around..

yeah, we have made such fuss about not living and all but that is my life... that is what takes my breath away.. to make it to the end of the tunnel where the light shines the brightest... eventhough it take me to throw away all the bagages that will slow me down...

to all my friends.. work hard for your finale exam k! lets meet together at the end of the tunnel! where we will celebrate it together and make it to the top!

thank you.. arigato...

thats it. study! study! study!

Tuesday, May 12

paradox of human lives

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.


We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin

the beginning of the end

wow.

just finished my first paper in the final examination..... its hard to think that all this while, i am almost completed my 1st semester of undergraduates...

so much to bear n so much to share... yet it do seems like yesterday i have just arrived at UTP.

ironic isn't it... how people can move on without knowing that time has change.. i still remember the time where my schooling years ends and my tertiary education begins... even now, i still dream of my childhood and sometimes woke up with tears in my eyes because i really do miss the....

but.. now, it seems like everything is also going well here. remembering the times where we are very sad due to the departure from our comfort zone in school.. now, UTP has become my comfort zone n i bet u that i will cry if i am forced to leave this peaceful and serene place..

place where many memories have already been etched in just a year and a half.. imagine what can it be if it lasted for 4 years more.. with tears and conflicts i have never even imagined i will encounter before..

well.. there's a lot of babbling here.. i am just spilling what i want to say..
i really appreciate what bestows me in placing me in UTP. even though i have never imagine it before and never even plan to be here...

its just the magical wonders of life that can never be solved... :D
friends in school... :D saje je letak gmbr ni.. da xde gmbr len da.. :D

Tagged [ Special : Hari Ibu ]

thanks eddy kerana mengetag... hehe..

1. Sila masukkan gambar Ibu anda.























stylo la mama~ heee :D

2. Sila sambungkan ayat ini. "Saya sangat sayangkan ibu kerana ...... "
sy sgt sygkn mama sbb mama byk sgt berkorban utk sy... sy tw mama salu bz n kdg2 xdpt nk mlyn sy,
tp sy yakin n percaya yg mama sentiase igt dan rindu ke atas sy..
sy syg sgt mama kerana mama la yg menyokong selama ni even syp2..

3. Tuliskan sajak khas untuk ibu... (Jgn panjang2)
aiyooo.... lemah skit.... huuu pass la yg ni... :D

4. Kalau anda kaya raya macam Bill Gates, senarai 5 hadiah yang anda ingin berikan kepada ibu anda sempena Hari Ibu.

1. sy nk bg mama rumah yg sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
besar
2. sy nk stop keje n idup ngn mama dlm umah yg besar tu (duit da byk)
3. sy nk bwk mama g sume tmpt yg mama nk g..around the whole world
4. sy sggup bg ape je yg mama minta
5. sy nk tggung perjalanan n mkn minum mama sume n tnggung mama ke mekah utk beribadat.

5. 5 jenis perasaan anda untuk Hari Ibu tahun ini dan berikan ulasan kepada setiap satu.

1. sedih sbb mama xdpt nk dtg melawat even though mama da smpai ke ipoh.
2. sedih sbb xdpt nk bg kiss kt mama sempena hr mama.
3. sayu sbb lme lg nk jumpe mama.
4. happy sbb mama call! hehe.. lme x ckp ngn mama tw..
5. bangga sbb sy ade ibu mcm mama! :D

6. tagged 10 orang lagi.
aiyoooooo.... byknye...

1. midi
2. fazril
3. ainul
4. fatinah
5. sha
6. ash
7. pok su
8. razin~
9. atul
10. atiqah zayadi

selamat hari mama!! ^_^

Thursday, May 7

kne jgk.. huuuuuuuuu

first time i have been tagged.. :D

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
wahahahahahaha......... :P

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda.


3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
The expression depicts everything that he wants. plus he is cute too.. :D

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
erk... long time ago in a galaxy far far away......

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
Knights of Cydonia - Muse.. da ade dlm playlist.. nk wt cne da..

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?
ermmm......... RAHSIA!! :P

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?
wahahaha... pelik2 soalan ni...

8. Tag lagi 6 orang :
1. fazril - i still remember you k!
2. siddiq - td bwu je tdo lme2 kt rum dy.. :D
3. ayie - lain kali, jgn terjun longkang.. :P
4. eddy - busy je memangjang ye...
5. peklah - sbb da xde org da nk kne tag ni.. :P
6. midi - cam best je tag org cm ko.. :D

*Soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan orang-orang yang anda tag…

9. Sapa No 1 pd anda?
wahahaha.. sahabat baik! :D

10. Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
ade dlu ngn my skoolmate.. haha.. opss...

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang nombor 5.
kurangkn menc*r*t.. haha

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?
bagaimana ngn org num 4? xphm.. huhuuu

13. Siapakah orang nombor 2?
siddiq la. sape lg???? da letak name da kt situ..

14. Bagi pesanan pada orang nombor 6?
jeles ngn rambut ko!!!! hahaha

Monday, May 4

kaktus berduri

aku minta kepada TUHAN setangkai bunga segar, DIA beri kaktus berduri

aku minta kupu-kupu, diberi ulat berbulu

aku sedih dan kecewa

namun kemudian kaktus itu berbunga, indah sekali

dan ulat itu pun menjadi kupu-kupu yg cantik

itulah jalan TUHAN, indah pada masaNya

TUHAN tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan

tapi DIA beri apa yang kita perlukan

kadang kita sedih, kecewa, terluka

tapi jauh di atas, DIA telah mengatur segalanya yang terbaik di dalam kehidupan kita
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always thinking about this since then

trying my best not to be an ignorant servant who always not thankful to HIM

but i am only human

and human is spelled with mistakes

Friday, May 1

syazwan! syazi! nyazi!

salutations!

one of the most auspicious of events.

yet very touching indeed for some of us.

let me rephrase that: touching for one of us.

the event of becoming an age looks like a must.

but the event is to makes us realize that we are older one year.

older than one minute, one second before the clocks turns 12 am.

to realize that one celebrates his emulation of age by having sad feelings.

ahh..

sinfully satisfied.

hope that the one person keeps this in his heart forever.

as we laugh and jokes around about the occasion for hours to come.

happy birthday friend!

you are older now.

it do mean a lot okay!