little thoughts

whoa~
i m tired. exhausted.
full of surprise life is.
one sec, u r happy then the other sec, u become gloomy.
nice ek..

thats basically what i felt today.
one moment, i was laughing with friends and peoples who made my day valuable.
then one moment, i begin thinking bout something.
something that has been bothering me since i arrived.

let me tell u something, it is easy for us to fell appreciated or fell like u r one part of something that u are not.
be careful k.
its not easy to cope with when reality sneaks in.

sometimes, it is us being very expecting of something.
and when it does not, the only result is sad or depressed or questions about loyalty sneaks in.
its not i being unappreciative. please dont take me wrong.
i am just trying to express rather than keep it in.
most of us dont realise much they do. it implies to me.

well.... its not wrong to be expecting but with expectations, there will be pain.
that is what i have learn along my life..
does not necessarily mean that u never expect, but lower ur expectations.
sometimes, its ur fault that u didnt tell anyone anything about ur expectation.
human tend to forget..

lets just assume everything is going to be alrite for the nite..
no one is going to be questioned about anything..
its just an expression of emotions..
thank you if u ever read to this part or any part of my post and blog..
hope u enjoy ur day as much as u do.

p/s: still sad about something not very important... :D