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i juz got a call... a very dear fren of mine called and said, hey! i m drunk rite now n i feel guilty to u..

wth? wt are u trying to prove? in any religion, drinking is not a good thing.. i hv advised u not to do so..
u r not that stupid.. u r able to think well... u r one of the most sensible person i hv ever met n u did those things juz becos u wanted to get rid of ur problems...
i m dissappointed...
i got a conversation on ym before that has advise me to talk to him becoz the person believe that my friend has changed a lot... it made me think.. was his act juz now is becoz of me abondoning him.. i agree that i have less conversation with him lately... i agree that distance has pull us apart... but why do such things... damn it.. i really dun noe what to think rite now...
i m frustrated in u.. i trusts u not to do anything stupid on ur own.. it feels like i have lost the only best fren that i have ever had... when i know him, he always so sensible.. even with a lot of probs, he dont do stupid things... but now, he is a reckless person..
i dn noe wt went wrong.. maybe he thinks that getting drunk is not a prob becoz his community (friends rite now) always drink and all... but i do believe that he is not him anymore...
drastic changes... i am disappointed with u.. really2...
in a way, i think that it is my fault not to stop him with all my will... i didnt do it becoz i believe in him.. i believe that he is sensible and thoughtful enough not to drink even though his friends are... i should have done better...
theres nothing so sucks like the one is happening rite now... i jz hope that he is lying.. it struck me so hard!
pls my fren, dn be like them as u r not like them... be whoever u r n never follow others that will ruin ur life.. u r always like that... that is ur advise to me... now, i dn noe what u r...
what ever it is, what ever u do, i condemn all the bad ones n i jz really hope that u r safe n sound... thats all i can do.. hope... i m sorry my friend to have abondon u....