big sigh

the previous post..

lots of comments n feedbacks from it.. be it in here or in personal... it draws the attention of peeps.. well, i do not write it for the sake of publicity..

if i do not do it..

1. i would not be able to complete the 1st draft of my project
2. i would still be cursing to the 'people'
3. i would probably take a swing at my rumate or anyone nearby...

i am not that extrovert usually.. but i cannot keep it in me anymore.. its one of those things that i am really pissed off... i cannot talk about it to someone else.. as my tone would seem like i am pissed off towards the people that are hearing although they are not responsible for it..

my councilor once said : ur feelings are like balloons.. the moment u decided not to let it be expressed, it will be blown into just like a balloon.. then, the more u kept it to ur self, the bigger the balloon will be.. in the end, the balloon will burst..

p/s : maaf ye...